Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Some days

Most days I am not entirely conscious of my situation in life. I get up, I go to class, I go to work, I come home and repeat. Most of the time there really isn't a lot of thinking accompanied by my routine, because it's just that a routine. Life has the tendency to fly by these days and I often feel like an immature teenager caught up in the whirlwind of life. And then there are those days that it hits me smack in the face... I am not a teenager who can float through whatever comes my way... I am 6 months shy of becoming an official adult, I'm a married woman now, I have my own apartment {with my husband} and I pay my own bills, and I am a little over a year away from graduating from college. Yikes! When did all this crazy grownup stuff become part of my life?! I have to admit it's really scary to think that I am my own adult person now and not just the baby of the family.


Today is definitely one of those days and hopefully it will sink in soon and quite smacking me in the face. But, for the meantime I'll accept it because it prods me to think a little deeper about my life, where it's going, and what I want out of it. It also prods me to realize how blessed I am and how grateful I am for my life. I have the most amazing husband in the entire world! He is so wonderful to me and is always there when I need him. He picks me up when i'm down { sometimes he literally picks me up like when I fall asleep on the couch because i'm so exhausted!}, he always, always finds a way to make laugh when i'm ready to give up on the world {and by world, I mean school}, he supports me in whatever endeavor I find myself in, and he loves me unconditionally even when i'm the biggest distraction his academic life has ever encountered }. Life with him is  everything I could ever want and more {minus when school makes it nearly impossible to spend the time I want to with him}
Isn't he handsome? 




P.S  I am now the proud owner of these bad boys: Post to come soon 


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